My grandmother (in her 40's) jumped off a bridge and killed herself. I'm approaching my 40's and I'm afraid I might lose it as well.

I feel that there should be more to my life that what I have. I am afraid that as I get older I won't be able to do the thiings that I think I should be doing.

sometimes i wish my dad would have left me in his home town,growing up with my cousins.

Every time that I get in my car alone, I have to talk myself out of abandoning my husband and child.