I have been having bad anxiety attacks for the last few days. I feel it so bad in my chest. I cant sleep.

Mom-Now that I have 2 little boys,I wonder:How could you let our pill addict Dad raise us while you "worked to pay bills".I could never do this to my child.

I have the same dream every night. It's always about a little furry taco.

I miss you. I think of you 24/7. I dont want to hurt him and you dont want to hurt her. Just know that You will always have a place in my heart.

If I had the power to change *anything* with us, I would not. It made us stronger, and it made us "us". I love how you make me crazier than I already am. Yes.