How do I know I want to marry her instead of just being tired of not being married? How can i be sure we'll be happy together?

I spent 19yrs trying to remember repressed memory. my mom died last month and i found some pics. now that i remember i wish i could forget. no sleep in weeks

I like to smoke weed and count the stars over and over and over and over till I pass out.

You were my muse and the catalyst that sent me on my way to self-discovery. Every particle of my being loves you and tells me to fight for you

I beat myself up everyday over the fight we had. I never should have told you to kill yourself. After you did, I realized how strong words can be. I love you.