I found out a year later that my girlfriend fooled around on me. I tried to forgive and forget but couldn't. So I had sex with three other women. Makes forgive and forget much easier to do.

I can't stand the thought of being alone. I'm probably going to marry someone I'm not in love with. I think I was cursed to never be with the one I love. Life Sucks.

Although i am a corporate slave now. Most people do not know i used to be a pimp!

Mom and dad I never really understood why you left me with my grandparents.I hated you guys over the years for that.I just wanted you guys to love me was all.I haven't spoken to either of you in years I want to tell you I love you both with all my heart I miss you I hope to see you again one day.Grandpa I never got to say goodbye to you or to grandma I was too late.Your buried side by side next to each other just like you both wanted to be.I love you both I've been missing you both dearly over the years I'm going to see you guys soon and pour my heart out to you both.

No one really knows how much I miss my Mom. It has been 12 years. I have not been the same