I write in my diary everything I want to tell my husband but too afraid to tell him and leave it out in the open hoping that he will read it.

My Dreams are so rich and vibrant.. when I wake up I feel like something magical will happen, but it never does.. so I sleep all the time..

I love my wife more than i like her to know.

I wish i could steal a couple of million dollars and never get caught, so i can move back to my home country and live happy with my family, things are not good.

If my wife dies before me, I am going to kill myself, because she's all I have.