i wish i had someone to sleep next to me...i miss it so much but i cant let myself get hurt again

I'm jealous of hot women. When I hit rock bottom, and I'm broke I can't even sell my body for tips.

I secretly hate my bestfriend. I only keep her around, because she knows too much about me.

I was silent for so long about being gay. When I came out, you (my step-dad) said mean things. Your son (my step-brother) came to me after; we had sex twice.

i have moved on, i love him entirely, but why is it,you randomly pop in my head and it hurts more then 1000 knives? i hope its only bc we have a son together