for years I thought I was possessed by the devil. You should have seen the look on my doctors face. Turns out it was sleep paralysis. ha ha ha I'm such an idiot

Sometimes I feel as if I'm waiting for the world to end. Which forces me to try and rush my life along. I'm genuinely happy though. 11:11:11 12/21/12

I have a wonderful BF, beautiful child, but I can't enjoy life because I'm terrified of all the bad things that could happen to us.I pretend im ok.

I want to have sex with other men. And I want my husband to watch.

I can't figure out why he loves me...but he does. He saves my life, everyday.