Just got my FFL and have my CCP , now im just waiting for the ghetto moochers to riot .

I am so paranoid that Obama is going to take over the world that I do not leave my house. I think I need a mental evaluation.

I am self-destructive, mentally and physically. People see me as a strong and brave person. I'm just really great at faking it. I hate my life and myself.

I think about killing myself everyday. i constantly tell myself i'm a piece of shit. i know that i'm not. I'm loosing my job in two weeks. i stay for my kids.

People call me a smug bastard, but they have no idea what I've been through! STOP telling me I suck, it's my style!