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I sometimes wish for death. sure I'm only a 37 yr old man but the emotional pain is too much sometimes. I haven't been at all happy since 2002. So much bad...

I sometimes wish for death. sure I'm only a 37 yr old man but the emotional pain is too much sometimes. I haven't been at all happy since 2002. So much bad...

 
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By the time you are 37 you should know enough about pain and life. Your emotional well being is on you not everything around you. If something is that bad cut it off.
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but there is good too. you need to find the good and focus on that.
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(OP here) Yes I do know a lot about pain by now. If you would add up the pain in years 7(maybe) out of 37 were not painful. so yeah 30 years of pain takes it toll.
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Emotions are not logical, captain. Need my Phaser?
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To OP, I understand as much of my life has been just as painful. Pain has value and if you can find the value in it, you will have wealth (more spiritual than monetary) beyond measure. Explore your pain and feel. You can heal too. I wish you the very best.
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to OP, I think i would trade my pain with yours and i'm only 27. I know how you feel, but if you let that painful stuffs dwell on you, you will never be happy. Just do what i did, live it up cuz you only live once. Who cares about things dont go the way they suppose to go. Just live the moment, live 1 day at a time. God bless you brother.
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Live one day at a time, that is it.
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Hopefully the pain won't steal you mind. That's what happened to me. There are really large grey areas in my memories. One day at a time is all you can do.
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Just end it already!!
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^shut up.
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I am a 30yr old woman and feel the same. Not sure what the point of all this is, I lost my faith in people.
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I've lost faith period!
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Every man and b**** for themselves.
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life sucks for the most part but i enjoy my end of the day with a beer some good music or a doobie it takes the edge off some : )
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Since 2002???? Your just a pup dude. I'm 55 and my emotional pain has been eating away at me since 1988. You have no idea how many times I've wanted to blow my effn head off with my .45 or take as many sleeping pills and high BP pills as I can at one time and just go to sleep. But I haven't. Now I'm just numb....I'm not who I am or who I want to be. I know I can't be that here. I know I have to change to change me. Thats my goal, straighten out my life, then move on with my life.
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