2yrs ago I was laid off from a job I loved for one that I dread. I just feel like I'm sinking into mud. I just want to feel happy again. I'm just existing.

Nobody seems to care about how corrupt our world is. Most people are too obsessed with affairs and sex. Seriously...get your head out of your asses.

why? why did I have to fall for someone like you? I am dead inside, never to be able to make love to someone like I need too. I am so empty inside, dead.

Why does it feel that a close family is really a family that's millions of miles apart in life's empty broken vase of tiny pieces? I feel unraveled in emotions.

Being a military spouse is so much harder then I thought it would be.