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I blame myself for my grandmother's death.If I hadn't gone back to sleep when she called me I could've called 911 sooner...maybe she'd have lived two weeks ago.

I blame myself for my grandmother's death.If I hadn't gone back to sleep when she called me I could've called 911 sooner...maybe she'd have lived two weeks ago.

 
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if it was her time, then it was her time. death is natural and nothing to be afraid of...your grandma is okay and so are you.
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Play the Blame Game...Play the Blame Game!!
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When your time is up, your time is up.
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^ Crazy person. There is no such thing as your "time being up", like there's some big cosmic clock on the wall. But we do all die, at some time. So just focus on the good things your grandmother left behind.
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let me tell you.. i had a hamster, janice. I loved her SO much. her baby (pearl) got sick and died, right away. I saw Janice getting the same sickness, and got her medicine. She still died - but it took like two weeks and she was suffering sooo bad. It didn't help her, she still died, and she suffered miserably. Come up with your own moral to the story...
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So you had a hard time leaving your grandmother's behind?
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Or maybe she *wouldn't* be alive anyway. We all go, one way or another. Having two parents that have recently passed, I can tell you that it's better to go sooner than later. I hope to.
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Coulda, Shoulda, Woulda.. It was her time, God needed her for a purpose, she wouldn't want you to be living with this guilt. Let it go, think of her often and learn to live again.
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