to answer myself, i don't know why but it is something i can't help, i just know i do anyway. and he makes me feel more good than bad. ok we can delete this secret now.
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  keep looking there is someone out there that will love you as you need.  More good than bad isn't a great standard for love.  Move one and be happier.  Call me if you need a date :).
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  I agree with ^. You're compromising. And he's treating you like that because you let him, and because he knows you will always cave in and be there.
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  playdate?  really?
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  ^yeah, that is what i imagined in my head:( she was beautiful too.
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  i know i am crazy...he is just a friend no promises made
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  What is wrong with you?
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  ^just alot that's all. alot going on, i am trying to ignore, the unknown. can't get it together, but i will. it's all real, i just have to find the power to take charge of my mind again, i will. i know
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  ^that power isn't always an easy one to find, I lost it almost two weeks ago.
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  this poster sounds like a stage-4 clinger
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  ^and you sound like a dick nose
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  Move on - Never settle for second ---Don't beg----------Be strong---Learn to be alone and be OK with it -  Desperation is not attractive.
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