Sometimes it's more fun to be alone than to have to deal with the ones who are entertained by your happy demeanor. I know, I'm one of those too! I have yet to meet someone who "gets me" as much as I do. Apparently we like ourselves!  
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  me too...but it is lonely sometimes...
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  Quit drinking!!
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  Have you tried to find a more positive hobby?  Think about what you would really like to do more than anything-keep it positive now-and start going in that direction.  Good luck.
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