This sounds like Tropic Thunder. Good luck on your recovery. It's hard but you can do it!
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  You can do this, The best is yet to come if you choose.
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  My son committed suicide because of his addiction.  Stay away from the junk.  He thought he was handling it until he no longer could.
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  Bet it wouldn't be the first time you sucked a dick for a fix....hmmm?
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  wow...
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  Thanks everybody for the helpful comments, even the assholes- laughter can be the best medicine for this kind of thing.  And no, I've never performed sexual acts in exchange for dope or money.  
 
 What I did not add to the secret was that I voluntarily chose to come to this town for the explicit purpose of kicking the habit, and it is working; isolation from your poison can be one of the best cures, especially around a supportive group of friends.
 
 Another secret, however: I just came out of a detox/treatment program, and left on the same day with my roommate to go get a big fat shot of raw.  Boy, I say that that is better than orgasm.  And I didn't even have to suck sausage to do it!
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  Also, by the way, pictured is one of my best friends, and fellow users- NOT ME- who was not so lucky so as to have escaped this vicious habit.  I left her behind in Chicago.  Godspeed to her; hopefully by now she has admitted herself into program she had always been looking at. 
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  Suck dick for it? you are definately sick not to mention probably eaten up with diseases
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  you're a homo
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  but the reason you dont, you know it cant be just ONE MORE, its all or none, hopefully its none
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