| Where has that left you now? I hope you have risen above it and realize you were not at fault. 
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  | how sad :( 
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  | I thought I was the only one who ever felt like that... 
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  | Same here, left at 14 never looked back 30 years later still no regrets. best to you 
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  | So sorry that you had to go through that, honey. Me too. Mine was mostly emotional and verbal abuse, but I feel you. It sucks to be a kid, and your biggest dream is to be dead. I hope that you have known peace, compassion and healing in your adult life. (((((hugs))))) 
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  | i tolerated my mother's abuse since childhood too. even when i became successful, she would still put me down and judge me like i didn't know what i was doing in my adulthood. near my 50th birthday, my brother and sister filled my ear yet again with poison that she had said about me. that was 7 years ago. haven't ever spoken to her since, and i feel so free to live my life without her negativity. i look at it as she used up her last ticket. 
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  | I feel the same way as you.today 22nd of may 2010 i found out mine is in the hospital and may be dying.i have no feelings about her dying. 
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  | ya alot of us.  it is becuz abuse was not illegal 40 50 years ago.  Especially kids and women....Sorry for you...push on if you can....I feel your pain.  XO 
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  | I went through physical and emotional mistreatment by my mom too. Only much later in life did I discover that my mom and aunts had been abused themselves as children. I have worked really hard to overcome the negative impact this has had on my life - and on my relationships with women. I have had a lot of sex with men too, and I wonder if this is the reason why. 
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  | Had the same kind of chlidhood except it was HER I was throwing under the car!  I don't lose-EVER. 
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  | I hate when they do that because it throws my car's front end out of alignment. 
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  | If you did that in front of a SMART car, you'd probably just trash the car and walk away wondering what poked you!  lol! 
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  | I can relate...continue to be strong, your future doesnt have to be you living in the past 
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  | Oh how I can relate I am 67 and still feel the words and blows my mother gave me!!Hope you find some peace 
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  | I imagine your mother used to think the same thing when she was a kid.Now if she had of done that you wouldn't be here today to raise your children differently and teach them a better way. 
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