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Mom never knew that as young as I could remember,I used to stand by the road & think of throwing myself under the cars to avoid going home to the daily beatings

Mom never knew that as young as I could remember,I used to stand by the road & think of throwing myself under the cars to avoid going home to the daily beatings

 
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Where has that left you now? I hope you have risen above it and realize you were not at fault.
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how sad :(
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I thought I was the only one who ever felt like that...
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Same here, left at 14 never looked back 30 years later still no regrets. best to you
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So sorry that you had to go through that, honey. Me too. Mine was mostly emotional and verbal abuse, but I feel you. It sucks to be a kid, and your biggest dream is to be dead. I hope that you have known peace, compassion and healing in your adult life. (((((hugs)))))
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i tolerated my mother's abuse since childhood too. even when i became successful, she would still put me down and judge me like i didn't know what i was doing in my adulthood. near my 50th birthday, my brother and sister filled my ear yet again with poison that she had said about me. that was 7 years ago. haven't ever spoken to her since, and i feel so free to live my life without her negativity. i look at it as she used up her last ticket.
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Had the same kind of chlidhood except it was HER I was throwing under the car! I don't lose-EVER.
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I hate when they do that because it throws my car's front end out of alignment.
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If you did that in front of a SMART car, you'd probably just trash the car and walk away wondering what poked you! lol!
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I can relate...continue to be strong, your future doesnt have to be you living in the past
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Oh how I can relate I am 67 and still feel the words and blows my mother gave me!!Hope you find some peace
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I imagine your mother used to think the same thing when she was a kid.Now if she had of done that you wouldn't be here today to raise your children differently and teach them a better way.
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I feel the same way as you.today 22nd of may 2010 i found out mine is in the hospital and may be dying.i have no feelings about her dying.
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ya alot of us. it is becuz abuse was not illegal 40 50 years ago. Especially kids and women....Sorry for you...push on if you can....I feel your pain. XO
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I went through physical and emotional mistreatment by my mom too. Only much later in life did I discover that my mom and aunts had been abused themselves as children. I have worked really hard to overcome the negative impact this has had on my life - and on my relationships with women. I have had a lot of sex with men too, and I wonder if this is the reason why.
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