I have the career, the job, a place of my own, and a dog.. Yet it feels like I'm missing something...I just wish I knew what it was.

my oldest child is 11 and she has lupus i have not told her but the dr said she olny has a few years left i don't want her to know she is going to die

Just found out I was pregnant with #3, SURPRISE. I don't know if I am happy or sad. I do want another but can we afford it? I am more scared now than with #1 :O

I sometimes wish for death. sure I'm only a 37 yr old man but the emotional pain is too much sometimes. I haven't been at all happy since 2002. So much bad...

I know I did play a role in your death, as did some others, even though it was ultimately your decision. I miss you, your laugh, and your smile.