I like to watch fake videos of women being raped. It turns me on. I am a female in my 20s. This does not seem normal.

i know you want me back. i know you regret messing it up. & soon your pride will crack & you won't be able to pretend anymore. it's ok. i forgive you.

I was raped at a young age, now When I watch porn I watch BDSM and Rape fantasys. It turns me on now.
I'm sick.

Honest Dear I have been so affraid to tell you this. Sometimes you are such a b****

I have this fantasy of my teacher making me read one of my diary entries in front of class so everyone can see who I really am.