I believe there are others besides Humans sharing the universe we live in......

I think I am suffering from post traumatic stress. I wasn't in war, I was in an abusive relationship. No one knows or suspects. I think I'm losing my mind.

I'm very intelligent(info/tele systems degree)but have no work ethic or motivation. I don't want to be a meaningless drone like everyone else.I want to be free!

Given a chice. I would rather stay home and drink beer all day.

I'm scared to love again. I've been hurt so badly before. I've run from it for such a long time. I think it found me again and I'm scared.