My mother is emotionally toxic to everyone she meets. I am removing myself and my children from her life. I won't let her hurt them too.

I am worried about the country I live in. It is sinking fast. Wish I could live off the grid but they won't let me :/ They are always WAtching.

You said the choice was up to me, but if I choose my own path I am dammned. At this point I'm willing to suffer in order to break the hold you have over me.

the only reason i'm alive is because i think my dog will miss me and wonder where i went.

Growing up I plotted my own fathers death but never went ahead with it, which is good because it was my mom that was the evil one, I just believed her lies.