I dreamt you looked me in the face at a deep river and told me I could cross it alone, I could. Why have I turned away from the 1 person who really looks at me?

My life seems like a plane crash, parts of me everywhere, most of me nowhere or unidentifiable.

Please be patient with the changes to the site. There will be realtime posting, better best of and easier following of secrets. Feel free to send me an email.

I tol you it doesn't bug me when you talk about her since she died so long ago still I feel twinges of jealousy because I know we'll never have what you two had

I HATE U SELFISH BIG SISTER!AFTER ALL THE TIMES I WAS THERE FOR U & YOUR KIDS - NEVER ASKED FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN, U WEREN'T THERE WHEN MY LIFE DEPENDED ON IT