I look here everyday to see if someone else shares my secret. Haven't found it yet and I'm beginning to think I'm really sick in the head...

Once I realized my wife married me for the family money I made sure that she would get almost none of it if I die first.

I'm afraid i'm going to see them when i die, and they won't even look at me...

I have such bad anxiety that I sometimes wake up crying.

I wish I could be there with you.