Grandpa was the one man in the world who never hurt me or let me down. When he died, I secretly wished it was you.

I've loved you ever since we met, you know it but don't love me the same way. 4 years later and I'm being torn apart watching you date men who do not love you.

There isn't a doubt in my mind that I only want to uncross them for you.

To my Mom and Brother, the only true friends I've ever had. Picturing you at my funeral is the only reason you haven't had to go yet.

I'm about to see a million things I thought I'd never seen before and I'm about to do all the things I dreamed of and I don't even miss you at all.