I pretend to be horny ALL THE TIME, just so my husband dont have the energy to cheat

I want to drip hot candle wax on myself for sexual gratification but I am never alone.

My roommate is the biggest slob ever. I'm the only one that ever does dishes or cleans. I help myself to her expensive hair products for my cleaning services.

I used to be an outgoing people-person.
And then I got a job in a restaurant.


I now feel like I have a Dementor hovering over me constantly.

Life goes on, I dont know why.I asked God many times to take me. My life has been a disaster ever since I can remember. I hope my next one will be better.