I am typically very dominant in bed and women like it, but i wish a woman would pull MY hair, order ME on MY knees and demand that I please HER until SHES done

Daddy,I miss you so much, you were too young to die. The one thing that woman has ever been right about: It should have been her. "Live to ride, Ride to Live"

Nobody likes me. I am not warm and fuzzy. So I am a loner by default. Hardwired to solve problems, not socialize and schmooze. Wish I had friends.

I secretly hate touching any doorknobs at my boyfriend's parents house. His parents hardly wash their hands and the front doorknob makes my hands smell GROSS!

They think I can just "snap out of it" and don't understand. Not that I want to die, just can't take this pain anymore. I want the old me back- the happy 1.