i hated my father for no reason. i miss him since he died.taking care of him when he sick was the only meaningful thing ive ever done.

I am hurt that no one wants me, but I'm afraid to lose weight. If no one wants me then they're rejecting me instead of just the fat.

when we got married, i felt like i was looking through a clear window. Until he came along and threw a rock in it.

I let so much build up for so long making it look fine,on the outside you couldn't tell whats wrong but on the inside I'm falling apart screaming out for help.

I spend my day staring out a window. It is torture. They hired me, but never gave me anything to do. I fear he will catch on before I can find another job.