You go under the knife again today.I am so scared! Hopefully this will be the last time. They all pity me but I think they should be amazed by you!

today is my 2yr. sober birthday.i miss my friend.she listened over and over and helped me get here.i was a shithead to her. i am so sorry.

I've begun to hate christamas. All because pepole think they have to get something!

i lost you at 16 weeks. i still think of you. i named you Alex.

mom, i'm 30 years old and everything I have done has been with thought about how you would feel about it. I'm finally making the decision to move away.