I am torn betwen two men. One is a doctor I've been seeing, the other installs windows for a living. I like the window guy more...I love him.

He said he loved me. Today he will not speak. I am heartbroken

I've been addicted to drugs since I was 13 because without them, I had nothing to talk about. I'm in college now, and my life has never felt so hollow.

I think you pretend I don't remember. I remember all that you did and it still haunts me in my nightmares. I deserved a better childhood, and a good father.

I want to fake my death to see if anyone really cares.