I am worried about the country I live in. It is sinking fast. Wish I could live off the grid but they won't let me :/ They are always WAtching.

Sometimes I want to say horrible things but I usually keep my mouth shut.

I went widow shopping to look at all the pretty thing I would get for my Good Friends this year for christmas. But will they let me watch as they try these on?

My mother is emotionally toxic to everyone she meets. I am removing myself and my children from her life. I won't let her hurt them too.

Ever since I got back from Iraq nothing has gone right in my life, I think about killing myself all the time but will not do it because of my rank