Even though this week has been much less emotional, I miss you more everyday. I am scared your not thinking about me also. I love you, happy valentines day!

To:Myself
I hate the person you have become, what a waste of talent. Your whole life has been a waste. How can someone soo caring be so loveless? Have another1

WHY ARE THERE SOO MANY a** ****S ON THE INTERNET??... WHY??? SOME OF THEM ARE STALKERS, SOME OF THEM ARE HACKERS, SOME OF THEM ARE CREDIT THIEVES, DAMN a** ****S

When you get mad and start getting physical with me I secretly wish you WOULD take it to the next level so it would be easier to leave you and never look back.

I am 50 years old and still don't give a shit about much of anything.