Sometimes I'll see a happy family, and it'll make me want to cry because the memories of my own family are so miserable.

Mom and dad I never really understood why you left me with my grandparents.I hated you guys over the years for that.I just wanted you guys to love me was all.I haven't spoken to either of you in years I want to tell you I love you both with all my heart I miss you I hope to see you again one day.Grandpa I never got to say goodbye to you or to grandma I was too late.Your buried side by side next to each other just like you both wanted to be.I love you both I've been missing you both dearly over the years I'm going to see you guys soon and pour my heart out to you both.

I am 60 years old and have never been in love and was never truely loved by anyone. I still want to be in love before I die.

I am so afraid of being betrayed or abandoned that I push people away before they get close. I'm alone & forced to face myself, a person who I really hate.

Dad, you do so many drugs I wouldn't be surprised if you died before my wedding day.That's why I want grandpa to walk me down that aisle.I still love you,though