You were never a mother. You physically and mentally abused me and now you suck as a grandmother. I wish it was easier to just walk away from you.

Since you have been getting help for your problems you seem so cold.

I was raised in a cult that very actively and openly judged anyone who disagreed with their theologies. Now my biggest fear is strangers doing that to me

Tomorrow he moves out. I don't know what is up ahead but I feel better already. 26 years of marriage. I wonder why we wasted so many years in an unhappy limbo.

I have always been the optimistic one in this relationship. You'll never know how depressed I really am on the inside.