So much is expected of me, I can't do it. It's like i can't live up to myself. Is that wrong or just me?

I used to think psychoactive drugs made me believe I was the only real consciousness in the universe. Now I'm sober and this thought is not going away.

You found out that I met someone new when you shut me out of your life.Now you are acting like I cheated on you.That isn't fair.I begged you to talk to me.

No one really loves me that much, so I feel like all I have is my personal success. That's why literally all I do is work and study for the future.

What I wouldn't give right now to find another girl who was willing...and rip her clothes off her and know finally that what I desire is real!!