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        |  | since you've passed away nothing feels natural and real.I know its over,still I cling.i don't know where else to go...i love and miss you so much... |   | 
    
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        |  | | I can relate to the surreal feeling. I have realized it is not so much the person anymore but the ideal that I miss. My best friend and lover gone and there is no one there. 3 years this weekend, I broke down for a week feeling sorry for myself and my child. I feel as if the world has changed, dramatically and I somehow don't quite fit in. 
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