| You could be gay. 
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  | gays love everything ! 
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  | hmmm....you broke up with him and NOW he's your ex....or you broke up with your ex-?...huh ? 
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  | YOUR A SOCIOPATH 
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  | You did the right thing now he can find someone that can really love him like you could not. 
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  | I will tell you the same as the laster post. You need to read The invisible embrace by John ODonahue. It is a book about beauty. I think you also need to read a college textbook on Human Development. Find it in a college library. Read those two books, expecially the latter and you will know that your troubles began in childhood. 
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  | perhaps you just aren't cut out for manaogamy? perhaps a poly lifestyle might allow you to love? or be loved.. in a safer less demanding way. maybe your scared maybe... who knows.. just think outside the normal vanilla box that most people think love is.. i am sure you will find something that you are looking for 
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  | ^^^I like your openness and insightfullness. Sometimes i think we allow society to paint for us what is considered vanilla and "normal". Very good post. 
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  | It will get better when you turn 17 
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