| Why? 
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  | I delt with it most of my life too. I think it started at age 6 when I saw my dad hit my mom 
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  | I eat depression for breakfast. 
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  | Get some help with it. 
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  | I know. Sometimes mine really scares me, after I think about what I was thinking about when the depression hits and I'm "nominal" again. I keep wondering that, if it keeps getting a little worse each time, will one of the times do it to me, and I take "The Final Big Adventure"? 
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  | You should be.  It does hurt, but there's help out there.  I found a great cure called volunteering.  It got me through the holidays, and now I get involved in other things to make it through the year.  Good luck. 
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