If you died tomorrow, I would not shed a tear. I would feel bad for our children though. I can never forgive you for what you put me through.

I am alone. I have always been alone. I guess I will always be alone. Sometimes it it is so difficult to remember life is worth living.

I wish you cared to at least ask how I've been. Maybe I don't deserve it but.....maybe I do.

you know who you are!

Before I met you, I never knew what it was like to have my heart outside it's chest.