I love you, no amount of time or distance will change it. You say that now you love me too, but you won't talk to me. My heart is shattered...I am so alone...

When you're not around,I refer to you as my husband to people who don't know us.I wish you wanted to be married.I would be such a devoted wife.I luv you.It's OK

Ever since I was raped by a black guy I've been nervous around all of them. They have always been very aggressive with me and I hate it. I carry mace now.

We aren't together anymore but I still feel ashamed that I find one of your friends attractive. I don't want to hang out when he's around. He's what I want.

I'm torn between continuing to try or just giving up on this. I want to be with you but I don't want to feel like I'm wasting my time.