after giving you 2 years and 4 months of my life, i plan to leave our apartment without telling you. your verbally abusive and i cant stand the stress anymore.

I hate my second cousin. She is a phony Christian. She gets into my business way to much. I have avoided a few Christmas dinners because she was there. FUCK YOU

I refuse to let people see me cry. I feel that they will think I am weak. I like to cry alone.

I have a strong love/hate relationship with Xanax. It makes me feel so wonderful, but I know it has probably damaged my insides. I am trying to resist.

I never told my mom I love you until the doctors told me she wont live.All I wanted was say it one time.She survived.I call her everyday to say I LOVE YOU MOM.