I spent the last 5 full days of Saigon eliminating 22 MACV's assets, I violated my case officers' orders by excluding an infant...

I want to have sex with a midget. Don't ask me why.

I am 60 years old and have never been in love and was never truely loved by anyone. I still want to be in love before I die.

I got snowed in out of town. I then got drunk and had sex with another woman.

I never told me Dad, a Catholic deacon, that I no longer believe in God. I still haven't told the rest of my family. They will be disappointed and fearful for my soul. I justify not telling them because I don't want to put them thru the trauma of thinking I am going to Hell. Because I know I won't be - there is no hell or heaven.