Everyone thinks I'm really laid back and don't have a care in the world because I'm so quiet and shy. In reality everyone pisses me off.

When I was young my dad would sit me in a chair and yell! After awhile I would feel numb from the neck down.

During the week I am a responsible business manager. On weekends I go to a swinger nudist camp where men watch me do their wives. Man, I love summer!

My youngest memories are of my dad beating my mom. My teen years I was teased for being fat. I abused drugs and divorced. I have been depressed all my life.

He raised me, abused me, I called him Dad. Ten yrs ago you tell me different, but it's too late, my real father is dead, without ever knowing about me. So sad..