I am bored with EVERYTHING!!! Work, the gym, being at home, being alone...It all sucks!

My ex put a shotgun to my head and pulled the trigger. It misfired because I took a pin from it when he threatened before. But I still pissed myself.

Though I am a married woman, at times I have a strong urge to be with another woman

ahhaaaahaaaa...when i'm alone i'm the funniest person around...and i can sing too!...and who's that good looking guy in the mirror?...

I'm 52, tired, and really just don't give a f*** anymore.