I have no idea where our relationship is headed. The fact that I'm not in control of this ship scares me. But I'm willing to take that risk to be happy.

A few years ago i found a huge amount of cash in a bank bag. I was afraid of spending it. I just bought a big house and a new car. I still have over half left.

Your due to be born in 6 weeks. I'm terrified that I won't be a good mom or will act like my own mom. I love you to pieces already and can't wait to meet you.

he was abusive and i had poatpartum depression. it made me wish i put you up for adoption, but now your the only thing keeping me alive... i love you

Carl, I really did love you and I think about you every day. You said you were going to die that day and I hope that wherever you are you don't hurt anymore.