I make people think I'm a sweet kind loving victim of a cruel world. In reality I'm a selfish lazy manipulitive b****. I can't believ no one has called me on it

I recently heard about the infamous date of 12/12/2012 & now find myself wondering if the decisions/investments I make now will matter..I know..its crazy

I once watched my ex-girlfriend have a miscarriage and I thought she was lying. I'm glad we never had the kid but I feel terrible for not holding her or helping

There are a lot of women that trade sex for attention. I can easily spot them in a crowd.

Too many sounds in my head. 40 years of deafening noise. Can't make it stop. Can't think. Barely alive. Anxiously awaiting the silence of death. And I'm afraid.