I go to the library just to browse, hoping I'll find secret notes tucked in the pages of old books

I suffer horribly from social anxiety disorder. I cover it up well with alcohol.

I haven't had a girlfriend in 12 or more years. I'm secretly afraid of being taken advantage of (mentally, emotionally) and left a broken man.

Sometimes I get this urge to attack and tickle random people.

i was drugged and raped in college and i never told anyone because i didn't want to be "that girl who got drugged and raped"